Tuesday, April 7, 2026

 

Last Refuge: Defending Sanity in the Age of Manufactured Delusion

There was a time when America felt like home; even if you disagreed with your neighbor, you both understood the ground rules. Freedom of speech meant exactly that: you could speak your mind without being dragged to the town square for public shaming. You could opt out of someone else’s beliefs without fear of losing your job or becoming the villain in a social media pile-on. That time is gone.

We live in a climate where saying “no” to someone’s fantasy is treated as an act of violence. Refusing to play along with someone’s self-identification, no matter how absurd, can cost you your livelihood, your reputation, and in some cases, your physical safety. And these demands aren’t requests for tolerance; they’re demands for submission.

What’s worse, some of the loudest enforcers of this new orthodoxy are not content to live their own truth quietly. They seek you out, corner you, and demand public affirmation — because your private indifference isn’t good enough. If you don’t bow, they will brand you a bigot, try to ruin you online, and sometimes escalate to physical intimidation.
This is not liberation. This is coercion wrapped in the language of equality.

Decades ago, society made the decision to shut down most mental health institutions in the name of “community-based care.” In practice, it meant unleashing the untreated and unstable into the streets, and even into our politics. Now, identity has become the ultimate shield. Bad behavior and open harassment are excused if they fly the right flag or wear the right label. … and the rest of us? We’re told to swallow the lie, smile, and clap.

The smart ones have already built their sanity perimeter, their own bubble of rational friends, common-sense spaces, and offline life. But the perimeter is under constant assault. Activism today is expansionist; it will not leave you alone. It wants inside your home, inside your workplace, inside your conversations. It wants to rewrite not just how you speak, but how you think.

The only way to survive with your integrity intact is to starve the beast.
Step away from the platforms that amplify it. Refuse the endless “dialogue” that is nothing but an interrogation in disguise. Stop justifying your sanity to the insane.

Yes, some will call this retreat. Let them. The truth is, holding your ground against a culture drunk on self-delusion is an act of quiet rebellion. You don’t owe anyone your agreement. You don’t owe anyone your applause. And if that makes you the enemy in their eyes, wear it as a badge of honor.

… because when the mob finally turns on itself, and it always does, you’ll still be standing, perimeter intact, and sanity unbroken.




 

The Forgotten Room

Marla had always hated the house.

It wasn’t just the smell—the damp wood, the mildew that seemed to creep into her skin. It was the way the walls seemed to breathe, as though the whole structure had a pulse of its own. She’d told herself a hundred times that coming back was pointless, but here she was, suitcase in hand, the executor of her late father’s estate.

She paused at the threshold, staring at the warped door frame, the dark windows that reflected nothing back. She could almost hear her father’s voice: Don’t wander upstairs. Don’t open every door. Some things aren’t meant to be disturbed.

It was the sort of thing that sounded like superstition when she was a child. Now, at thirty-nine, with her father gone, it lingered like a warning she had no business ignoring.

The air inside was heavier than outside, though the storm had broken an hour earlier. She coughed, adjusting to the gloom, and set her bag down in the hall. The house was still. The quiet pressed against her ears.

Every step up the staircase groaned beneath her, as if the house resented her weight. Dust coated the banister. A spider had webbed itself across the corner of the landing, fat and waiting.

She moved from room to room, checking, cataloguing what she’d need to clear. Everything was where she remembered: her father’s study stacked with unread newspapers, her old bedroom with the wallpaper peeling at the edges, the bathroom mirror streaked and warped.

Then she noticed the door.

It was at the far end of the corridor, slightly narrower than the others, with a brass knob dulled by time. She had no memory of ever going inside. As a child, she’d assumed it was a closet, or a space crammed with forgotten boxes. But something in her chest tightened at the sight of it.

Her father’s voice echoed faintly in her head: Not that one, Marla. That room stays shut.

Her hand hovered near the knob. The metal was cool, almost clammy. She hesitated, then turned it.

The door opened with a soft groan, like the sigh of someone woken too soon.

Inside, the room was sparse. An iron bed frame with no mattress, a single wooden chair, and wallpaper so faded it was impossible to tell its original colour. A smell of stale earth and rust drifted out.

She stepped inside, the floor bending under her weight.

That’s when she saw him.

A boy sat cross-legged on the iron frame. No older than twelve. His hair was lank, his clothes plain and colourless. His eyes—too wide, too empty—locked onto hers the moment she entered.

His lips parted, and in a voice thin and cracked, he whispered:

“You can see me?”

Marla froze. Every muscle in her body screamed to leave, to shut the door and never come back.

“I… I don’t know,” she stammered. “Are you—are you real?”

The boy tilted his head, studying her. His skin was pale, stretched tight over sharp cheekbones.

“They never looked,” he said. “Not even your father. They walked past. Pretended I wasn’t here. But you—” His mouth twisted into a smile, crooked and unsettling. “You opened the door.”

Marla’s breath caught. “What are you talking about? My father—”

The boy slid off the bed, landing silently on the wooden floor. He took a step forward. The closer he came, the more familiar he looked. The nose, the shape of his jaw, even the faint curve of his lips.

Her stomach dropped.

He looked like the photos. The old black-and-white baby pictures her mother had hidden in the back of an album, the ones she’d only stumbled across once.

“You’re not—” Her throat tightened. “You can’t be.”

The boy smiled wider, teeth too sharp, too many.

“I’m your brother.”

Her pulse hammered. She shook her head violently. “That’s impossible. He died—he died before I was born.”

“Did he?” The boy’s voice was almost playful, mocking. “That’s what they told you. But fathers lie. Mothers cry. And children—children rot.”

The walls seemed to shudder. A low hum vibrated through the air, like the murmur of voices just out of earshot. Marla backed toward the door, but when she reached for the knob, it slammed shut with a force that rattled the frame.

“You opened it,” the boy whispered. “That means you let me out.”

“No.” Her hands pressed against the door, pounding, but it didn’t budge. “No, this isn’t real. You’re not real.”

His laugh was jagged, broken, as if something inside him cracked with each sound. “You think ghosts aren’t real? Or maybe you think you’re the ghost. I’ve been waiting for years, Marla. Waiting for someone who’d see me.”

The whispers grew louder. The faded wallpaper began to ripple, bulging in places as though something pushed from underneath. Pale, thin hands emerged, clawing at the air, fingers impossibly long.

Marla’s breath came in shallow gasps.

“Father tried to bury me,” the boy hissed, stepping closer. “He locked me away, pretended I never existed. But you—you came back. You remembered.”

“I didn’t remember!” she cried, her back flat against the door. “I didn’t know! I swear I didn’t know!”

The boy’s eyes glowed faintly in the dim light. “Now you do.”

Shapes began crawling from the corners of the room. Shadow-things with faces blurred, bodies bent at wrong angles. They whispered in voices like hers, like her father’s, like children she didn’t recognise.

“You see us,” they chanted. “You see us now.”

Marla screamed, clawing at the knob, slamming her shoulder against the door. Nothing. The wood seemed to absorb her effort, drinking her panic.

The boy reached out, his fingers brushing her wrist. His skin was colder than ice, yet it burned.

“Don’t fight,” he murmured. “Stay. It’s lonely here. But with you, it won’t be anymore.”

Her vision blurred with tears. “Please… I don’t belong here.”

“You opened the door,” he repeated, voice low, final. “That means you belong more than anyone.”

The hands from the walls wrapped around her ankles, her arms, pulling. Her nails scraped wood, leaving splinters lodged under her skin.

The last thing she saw before the darkness swallowed her was the boy’s face—smiling, triumphant, no longer pale but flushed with stolen color.

And then nothing.

When the neighbors broke into the house weeks later, the upstairs corridor was empty. The small door at the end was nailed shut, as it had always been.

No sign of Marla remained.

Only the faint echo of a child’s voice, drifting through the walls, asking softly:

“You can see me?”

 

Eleven autonomous views

 

 

Sea

 

I met him down by the sea.  He offered me a cigarette.  We sat there for a few moments and then he said: “Nice sunset, too bad it just lasts for a moment.”  “Yes”, I replied, and then we just forget about it.”   He smiled secretively and offered me a second cigarette.

 

 

Home

 

She was really pretty I thought, I could fall in love, but I didn’t know her. “Have you ever loved before”, she asked.  “Can’t remember”, I said.  She put her hand on my shoulder and the day came!  I was home again.

 

 

Anger

 

I trusted him, but he let me down.  “Why”, I asked, “why did you do that to me?”  He didn’t know how to explain it.  He just said: “I am sorry, I went astray again, I couldn’t help it.”  Strangely, I understood his grief and I wasn’t angry anymore.  “Come on”, I said, “let me buy you a drink.”  I never saw him again.

 

 

Life

 

My great-uncle had just begun his afternoon sermon when it happened.  Tom broke down lamenting his bad fate and the money he had lost.  “Tom never had any money”, went through my head.  “What’s going on here?”  After a long pause my great-uncle gave me a ring and said: “Go on, son, the life is waiting for you.”

 

 

 

The Boys

 

The day was hot, scorching.  Two young boys were sitting on the curb obviously bored.

“What’s up guys”, I asked as I was approaching.  “The smaller one looked at me and gave me a sad smile.  “Sir, we can’ take it anymore, can you help us please.”  “Sure, I said, “let’s get the Hell out of here.”  And we went to have some fun.

 

 

 

Anger II

 

She was mad!  No, really, she was as mad as Hell!  Although I was afraid, I approached her to find out the details.  It turned out that there were no details, just some strange paper lying on the floor. “I had seen those papers before,” I thought.  By the time her mother had arrived, it was all finished.  She was smiling, contented, as I would smile many years before.

 

 

 

Yellow Ribbon Reminiscence

 

The old oak tree had lost its yellow ribbon.  Perhaps it’s a joke.  But as the time went on, we were sure it wasn’t a joke.  We thought that it was a pity that someone played such a cruel joke on us!

 

Arnold

 

His name was Arnold.  He was born one stormy night off the coast of England, on a small fishing boat.  He never felt at home.  Last year he went to Key West looking for his old friend, but the friend had been long gone.  “Pity”, though Arnold, “I just wanted to thank him for everything.

 

 

 

My House

 

My house was deserted.  Not even insects could be found inside.  My house was dead.  But, I was alive.  Jack stopped by and said: “Remember the house that Jack has built?”  “Yes, I do”, I replied.  “What about it?”  “Nothing, I just wanted to remind you that the house is going to be built again.” I smiled and had another sip of my afternoon coffee.

 

 

She

 

“I like her” She opened the door and walked in slowly looking around the hall.  “It’s been a long time”, she said.  “Not as nearly as long as I would think”, replied an old beggar.  There was no other reason.  Funny, how things work out at the end.

 

 

 

Trouble

 

She doesn’t hate me; she just wants to keep the appearances.  Longer than ever I could not say anything.  I must do something about it.